Balance Yourself Do you know how to free your mind mentally? For myself it's writing; that's how I free my thoughts and let them manifest. Remember that love is an important key to all. And money does not equal true freedom; not if one is still imprisoned mentally. Do you know how to free your body? Some people may fast. " During fasting, the liver and immune system are essentially freed to detoxify and heal other parts of the body." http://medical-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/_/dict.aspx?rd=1&word=Fasting For myself sometimes it's as easy as having a bowel movement, I know gross but true. That feeling of being backed up, it keeps one from moving forward. I feel weighed down and miserable, it can also hurt. In this case fasting would be a good thing to help. Do you know how to free yourself [soul] emotionally? This can be a tough one because many may get to a point in which they are able to block all emotion. Yet seems though the one emotion people have trouble in holding in is anger, (let's out easy.) One should be able to let go of negative emotions and turn them into positive ones. Take the saying: Looking on the bright side of things. Lots of times it seems there isn't a bright side; all is dark, but that's not true. One can always find at least one thing to be happy about. You can't rush it, it takes time to find and for you to see. When I do have those days of awakening; [mind,body,spirit] I treasure those moments because they're rare. A happy place within myself [a Goal to Achieve Everyday]
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When you have a dream of becoming something or doing something; keep at it. Make sure to do all you can to find out about your dream "thing" when you have a dream it could be a fire burning in your heart to do it, and you can't see yourself doing anything else. Or it could just be something you always wanting to try. For me my dream has changed a bit over the years, even though I think of those other dreams from time to time; at age twenty I awaken my thoughts onto paper and expressed myself. I had always enjoyed writing, English classes in school I enjoyed having essays. I never thought I would want to write, but as life brought so many storms over me, I had to get all my anger and sadness out some how. Poems to short stories, then I tried my hand at writing novels. So many times I've doubted myself and stopped, well I tried to stop. I just have to write, and I may not be the best or never be well known, but for myself I had to do it. From waking up out of my sleep to write things down, to not being able to sleep and staying up all night and morning writing. How could this not be my passion, a gift God has given me. As I begin to self-publish books; I got negative reviews and still do, and I did allow that to break me down to a point I thought this is worthless and what I'm doing is stupid. But I had no idea what else I wanted to do, because only thing in my heart was writing [expressing myself through words.] I've took long breaks (pauses) and always end up having something I want to write about. I always have a story idea lying around; just waiting for me to give it life. There are many things I could do well, that I like doing, and things people say I would be good at, but I live to write. How can I not; when you have someone tell you that your words inspire, encourage, even had someone say my words saved their life. Why would I stop after I know I touch at least one person, and my fiction stories are enjoyable to at least one or two. It's not about money or how many may enjoy or believe in you. First you have to believe in yourself and believe in your dream so it doesn't have to just settle being a dream; give it life. I'm slowly becoming comfortable with myself. There are so many times where I'm loving me and I find out that others don't see or think of me in the way I see myself. Does it bother me? Yes every time. But the older I get the more easier it is to move on from it, and remember they are not the one(s) who matters. So many people have something to say about my life. I have no child, I finish high school, have a short time of college, I've worked nine different jobs (been a assistant manager), I am also married (5 years now). Still people find negative things to say. So concerned with what's going on in my life, even though I'm not asking them for anything. Those people can keep on talking, because my God knows me and knows my situations. I know he is watching me [everything I do.] No matter how good I think I'm doing, there will always be someone telling me what I'm not doing; or should be doing. I have accepted who and how I am. I am slowly reprograming myself back to how God meant for me to be. How I am; truly is deeper than the human eyes can see. Only God knows my Heart and Me...Truly. I can never be who someone else wants me to be, because I've tried and failed. I have my own perspective in life; so I can not live by someone else's sight but mine. I now keep the ones that fully accept me; keep them very close [to my heart] and the others I try to keep my distance. But whenever I have the opportunity to let them know and explain how good God has been to me, I let them know. No one knows how hard God is working on me, how far I've come. It's sad that so many people in my life will never see and understand, because they only see money. They think material things prove how you are doing, when it's not about what you have all the time that shows your growth; it's your actions that speak volumes. I just know the plan God has for me is the reasons my life is playing out in this way. God created me this way for a reason. I was never meant to be someone different; never meant to be created into someone I don't know. I was meant to grow into the person God envisioned. The things that have happened along the way, I truly believe has been apart of the plan; for me to learn and grow into the woman I am today. I am not concerned about being successful for others. I'm concerned about being successful for God. When I die; I want people to know and remember my heart and wisdom. Know that the only mold I could fit in; is the one I was created from...Me. Turn Around
Faith is Unlimited, remove the limits! Build your faith. Trust the word of God. Faith is birthed in your heart not your mind. TAKE A STEP OF FAITH. Have obedience! You have two choices: Live a life of fear or live a life of faith. Choose faith today. It's never to late to turn your life over to The Lord. Why not turn to God today. I've lived my life full of fear but not in fear of God. I've feared everything else in the world. Even after having situations that had me on the edge of death, and God saved me and gave me life again, I still didn't learn my lesson. I still didn't listen to God and focus on him and myself. My priorities were all wrong and I didn't care what happened to me. I can finally say that I am now on the journey of strengthening my faith and doing my best to lose my fear and worry. I'm on my turn around. Make the choice to turn around and allow your true self to face forward and move ahead in faith. Be the child of God that is in your heart. You know right from wrong, start truly loving yourself and fear God that if you do not tighten up starting now. TURN AROUND, look back to see where you come from, BUT DON'T KEEP GOING BACKWARDS; MOVE FORWARD. |